RomanticVanGo: day by day by day.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

by Charri Hensley on Sunday, 2 October 2011 at 22:33 ·

If this is something I can fix I am sure I'll find a way.

I try to lend my heart and soul to you every day.

There must be a missing page in the book of my life,

for when you read of who I am it brings you only strife.

I do not understand this, I want to make it right.

Yet in my longings I have found a wisdom and a fight.

For as much as I could shelter you doing so causes pain,

for nothing I can do for you will make you whole again.

I am not a docotor, nor am I a nurse. I fear the only good for you ;

would be me in a hearse.

So much misery cause I to you,

nothing but your pain.

I would give my life gladly to make you smile once more,

Yet there is the issue,

there the single flaw,

my life has not meaning,

I am invisable and thats wrong.

I gave you shelter,

I loved you deeply,

and I am so ashamed of me,

for I did not know it could come to this,

and not I set you free.

Nothing is worth keeping,

if it causes only pain and misery,

so take your leave and find your freedom,

for I know it is not me.

I hold you back, I put you first, and try to give everything.

But sometimes it is not enough to be just who we are,

So take all that is yours leave nothing here,

and this forevermore, I am not the one for you,

I am not good enough,

there is someone that can cure your hurt and someone you can trust,

So bend your knees and open your heart,

for God can find a way,

to heal your hurts and make you better

day by day by day.

RomanticVanGo