letting go, nothing is forever

Touches of you ringing in my mind.
The day you left I was blind.
Nothing wrong I could see.
The shame is loss and its all me.
No grip to have to hand top hold.
Crashing life the story yet told.
I'm basin in hope in darkened heart, too.
The life I loved ifs always you. I'm no kitten up a tree, I'm no fair, don't you pray to me.
I'm less than whole and half that you see.
Is rotted broken waisted me.