Falling hardly terrifies me

Fading, falling.
To you all I gave.
Chewed up, spit out, I am the game you played.
Forward,  faster, right to the end.
Moments, days, we could have won.
This time, five years.
I waisted for you.
So much have I learned, so much was not true.
Hopefully I love out.
What a funny joke.
You dine on my love,
 from you devotion I choke.
I lifted you,
 I carried you,
I gave you my all.
You walk away when you are wrong, with nothing left to say.
Cowardice,  shame on you.
Never meant to stay.
Liar,
fool,
doormat,
today was not my day.

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Snow Patrol - Signal Fire

there you are standing right in front of me....

Do you know how you are to me? Doug Locke - #ThisCouldBeUs (Dreaming Mix)

letting go, nothing is forever

Touches of you ringing in my mind.
The day you left I was blind.
Nothing wrong I could see.
The shame is loss and its all me.
No grip to have to hand top hold.
Crashing life the story yet told.
I'm basin in hope in darkened heart, too.
The life I loved ifs always you. I'm no kitten up a tree, I'm no fair, don't you pray to me.
I'm less than whole and half that you see.
Is rotted broken waisted me.

New Year New Day New Life

More than anything I wish you joy. 
I place of great happiness
I few days in a slow town
a landing place that is never lost, always found
Laughter and hope flowing in the winds
Grace and faith moving in the same direction
You have a gift
what you fail to see is that you are the gift
Wake up and Believe
We let our selves go 
just one more night
one more day
we live and we die
 and most of all we learn from yesterday

There are Days

There are days that stay with you.
Long warm days that play with your memories and with time.
Passages from on heart to another.

Those are the best days.

Ones that give you freedom to trust, love and to hope for things unseen.
the days that you are the lovely daughter, Happy son, Beautiful wife.
When the world turns just so, allowing you to see the rays of heaven in someones eyes.

I long for those days.

For a tiny lingering moment of some forgotten thing I cannot touch.
For a fraction of a moment I think I can see it. 
There just beyond the setting sun, Just over the last hill.

The flash of a single hope.

A day that brings life and light from the edges of what was so bleak.
A time when just a kiss means you are not forgotten.
A smile telling more than words might ever say.

When all the world for me is right.